Thursday, October 1, 2009

Impending doom

It's October.

How in the world did that manage to happen already?

I've been trying really hard to deal with my upcoming birthday, but the closer it gets, the less well I seem to be handling it. I don't know why I'm all freaked out about it. I've got plans to be with my friends and family, doing fun stuff. That's going to be a big load of awesome.

It's the number that bothers me.

Somehow, I feel like I should have done more with my life by now. I should have a career, not just a job. You know? Or maybe you don't know.

It's like an early mid-life crisis, but not quite as bad.

Man. I don't want to be around me as I approach 50!

2 comments:

KarenElizabeth said...

Dude, I haven't done anything with my life like that either, and even though I'm three years behind you....there's not gonna be alot happening in those three years lol. btw, can't WAIT for Vegas, it's gonna kick ass.

Heather Dudley said...

Birthday? When?